Focus on the details of life (avoiding the stress)
I don’t know where my head is at the moment. I’m trying hard not to think about anything except the various tasks at hand. Our future is so up in the air, out of control and depressing all at the same time. Sam is thoroughly freaking out, I’m trying to keep him together, keep him focused on the goal(s) : 1) Get a career, not just a job (or better yet, find a calling) 2) Get out of Utah.
In the meantime I don’t have too much else to say on the matter. All my wise advice is exhausted after repeating it to Sam several times a day and the rest of me is pretty empty. Yesterday and today I wondered maybe to fill the in-between time, I’d try to find something from my day and capture it. I really have been partial to the photos I’ve been taking with that ShakeItPhoto app – so I was going to do an experiment – not sure how long it will last – but thought it would be fun to just take a picture each day and post it. Too many days go by without notice of the details, so by doing this I’m trying to make myself focus on the details more. And focus less on the stress we’re dealing with right now. So now that I’ve said that, hopefully I can keep up with it. LOL! So many times, I have these lofty goals, and as soon as I say something I immediately fail at it. I’d really like to try and keep this one going. And since the photos will be coming from my iPhone, which is always with me, hopefully it won’t be too hard. So we’ll see how it goes.